What's in my mind..

I'm... Thinking of you.. Am I love you?? I think yes.. But, I know I'm not able to love you.. I don't know the reason's why.
And I know too, we'll seperated and never contact again.. But please.. Let me loving you now.. My head is full thinking of you :(
And if the time's come.. I'll never disturb you again..
You said that we're everlasting.. No, that was wrong..
Or maybe.. That was right..
But I realize those words are my only hope..
That's the one that I've tried to write over and over again..
I'm sorry..